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    Tommi Giovanni
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    Really... why do we hurt the people we love?

    I'm cruelest and push away the people in my life I think the most of

    There's so many things I can't believe I've said. I feel like I was possessed by something when I said them. No way was that me

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    So the amount of times you pushed me away itís because you love me so much? Iím touched


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    Youíll never see the pain I hide behind a flipped frown

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    we do usually because what we think is love is an attatchment, almost like ownership.

    Other occurrences are just because were human and bound to make mistakes. Coulda been anyone, but this time it was someone we love.

    Were all out for ourselves, theres no getting away from it. Theres just levels, intensities of it, and perspectives, but its all the same game one way or another.
    Outwardly there is cronological time. The mind has applied this internally, it says, logically there is time its obvious. So then the mind thinks within time. I am a little depressed now, but i will get to a state of non depression later. The now and later is the time. Takes time to get from here to there. This is also creating a duality. Two things. I am this(the now), i will be that(the later). Simple things like this make you believe in theres a me controlling the thinking.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Sir Bustalot View Post
    we do usually because what we think is love is an attatchment, almost like ownership.

    Other occurrences are just because were human and bound to make mistakes. Coulda been anyone, but this time it was someone we love.

    Were all out for ourselves, theres no getting away from it. Theres just levels, intensities of it, and perspectives, but its all the same game one way or another.
    Do you think someone who dies for their child does it because they couldn't live with the horror of their kid dying...and so they're long-form putting themselves first...or what

    Kinda weird to think about

    Even if you put others "first" what's your drive if "you" don't get fulfilled by it somehow...yeah, no escaping it. We're savages.

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    Tommi Giovanni
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    Quote Originally Posted by Resilient View Post
    So the amount of times you pushed me away itís because you love me so much? Iím touched


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    You, @Maria, @Sir Bustalot, etc.

    When I look back on what triggered me to go off on in the past

    It was because I felt you were speaking to me from a place of contempt

    I was being a dumb guinea fuck with a chip on my shoulder

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    Hurt people hurt people


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    Know what happened when them niggas masked up
    Dude from Ohio couldnít get back up

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    Tommi Giovanni
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    Quote Originally Posted by God Aby View Post
    Hurt people hurt people


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    Man

    I don't want to end up another Aaron Hernandez

    I want the anger out of my life but it's almost like this tumor on my psyche

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    Tommi Giovanni
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    My grandmother used to beat the shit out of me for no reason

    Like she got off sexually on it

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    Quote Originally Posted by Tommi Le Prince View Post
    Man

    I don't want to end up another Aaron Hernandez

    I want the anger out of my life but it's almost like this tumor on my psyche
    Yeah bro I get it

    Itís like you know itís bad for you but without it you donít even feel like a complete person


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    Know what happened when them niggas masked up
    Dude from Ohio couldnít get back up

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    Tommi Giovanni
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    There's survival/protective anger

    Mine is just psycho and it's going to get me either murdered or locked up

    For the most part, I turn it on myself

    I want peace of mind man

    I can't trust anybody to have my best interest in mind

    I'm straitjacketed in this dark mental place

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