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    all is a burden as ever. Dexterity's Avatar
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    It's not victim mentality to say I never had a chance. It's just fucking real.

    Walked out on by a father

    Abused

    Surrounded by alcoholics

    Fucked with mercilessly as a kid for being small and fem

    How the fuck does somebody like me ever form something like empathy or an ability to trust?

    How the fuck does somebody like me ever grow into a functional person whose amygdala isn't in permanent fight or flight?

    I gotta get high the minute I wake up otherwise I'm in a fucking unhinged state of panic and irritation for hours.

    I overreact to the dumbest smallest shit because my threat response is dialed up to fucking 90 most of the time.

    I'll never kill myself

    But the future for me is an OD or prison. And that's fine man.
    “In mythology, the Medusa can petrify people with a look – which is a good thing, I think. But the Medusa is a unique symbol – something strong. It’s about going all the way.” ― Donatella Versace

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    I’ve been through worse and I am still productive bro. @Resilient was living in a car. @zyclon b gas went through a crazy ass situation more than once. Man we all got demons, it’s all energy, you just can’t let the negative input be a negative output, harness that shit in a fuck everybody and watch me type energy and turn the negative input to a positive output.


    I tried to teach nigguhs how to be
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    And all they ever wanted to be was
    soldiers.



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    There’s this one guy I take a lot of motivation from

    His dad walked out on him just like our dads did.

    He was bullied and beat up in school

    Had a crazy drug addicted mother

    Was told he’d never make it in his chosen profession due to the pigment of his skin

    But he fucked around and became the GOAT

    But seriously, as bad as it may seem

    You’re a smart, healthy, white American man in 2022.

    It could be worse and it def can get better.

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    It's not victim mentality to say I never had a chance. It's just fucking real.

    Fuck giving up/accepting failure. Life is too beautiful to experience it from afar.

    Accepting past and weakness gives rise to great strength.


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    yeah, I'm literally done with them. my fav thing from them is their chicken nuggets but I'm not eating McDonald's again. quote me.
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    I wanted to be a hot dog

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    Big Dex, at age 5 my favorite uncles brains were blown out and splatter got on me and my bunk bed bro, too easy to blame that for being a deviant.


    I tried to teach nigguhs how to be
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    And all they ever wanted to be was
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    Quote Originally Posted by J_o_o_k View Post
    Big Dex, at age 5 my favorite uncles brains were blown out and splatter got on me and my bunk bed bro, too easy to blame that for being a deviant.
    I hate this story.

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    Quote Originally Posted by J_o_o_k View Post
    Big Dex, at age 5 my favorite uncles brains were blown out and splatter got on me and my bunk bed bro, too easy to blame that for being a deviant.
    you're doing amazing sweetie
    they got amnesia

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    Quote Originally Posted by Dexterity View Post
    Walked out on by a father

    Abused

    Surrounded by alcoholics

    Fucked with mercilessly as a kid for being small and fem

    How the fuck does somebody like me ever form something like empathy or an ability to trust?

    How the fuck does somebody like me ever grow into a functional person whose amygdala isn't in permanent fight or flight?

    I gotta get high the minute I wake up otherwise I'm in a fucking unhinged state of panic and irritation for hours.

    I overreact to the dumbest smallest shit because my threat response is dialed up to fucking 90 most of the time.

    I'll never kill myself

    But the future for me is an OD or prison. And that's fine man.
    i think if you really want to live to your fullest potential (which you have so much of), you need to want to make major changes in your life. but if you don't want to change, then yeah, you will continue to wallow in your sorrows and numb the cold heart truth every chance you get. and you will end up in jail or dead.

    we are not so different
    they got amnesia

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    Quote Originally Posted by cody View Post
    you're doing amazing sweetie


    Awwwwwwwwwww


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    You’ll never see the pain I hide behind a flipped frown

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    Dex. Those things shouldn’t be an excuse for failure or stagnancy. They should be a motivation for success.


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    You’ll never see the pain I hide behind a flipped frown

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