It's not victim mentality to say I never had a chance. It's just fucking real.

[Dexterity]

Walked out on by a father

Abused

Surrounded by alcoholics

Fucked with mercilessly as a kid for being small and fem

How the fuck does somebody like me ever form something like empathy or an ability to trust?

How the fuck does somebody like me ever grow into a functional person whose amygdala isn't in permanent fight or flight?

I gotta get high the minute I wake up otherwise I'm in a fucking unhinged state of panic and irritation for hours.

I overreact to the dumbest smallest shit because my threat response is dialed up to fucking 90 most of the time.

I'll never kill myself

But the future for me is an OD or prison. And that's fine man.

[J_o_o_k]

I’ve been through worse and I am still productive bro. @Resilient was living in a car. @zyclon b gas went through a crazy ass situation more than once. Man we all got demons, it’s all energy, you just can’t let the negative input be a negative output, harness that shit in a fuck everybody and watch me type energy and turn the negative input to a positive output.

[Big Moose]

There’s this one guy I take a lot of motivation from

His dad walked out on him just like our dads did.

He was bullied and beat up in school

Had a crazy drug addicted mother

Was told he’d never make it in his chosen profession due to the pigment of his skin

But he fucked around and became the GOAT

But seriously, as bad as it may seem

You’re a smart, healthy, white American man in 2022.

It could be worse and it def can get better.

[Zyc]

Fuck giving up/accepting failure. Life is too beautiful to experience it from afar.

Accepting past and weakness gives rise to great strength.


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[J_o_o_k]

Big Dex, at age 5 my favorite uncles brains were blown out and splatter got on me and my bunk bed bro, too easy to blame that for being a deviant.

[Maria]

Big Dex, at age 5 my favorite uncles brains were blown out and splatter got on me and my bunk bed bro, too easy to blame that for being a deviant.

I hate this story.

[cody]

Big Dex, at age 5 my favorite uncles brains were blown out and splatter got on me and my bunk bed bro, too easy to blame that for being a deviant.

you're doing amazing sweetie

[cody]

Walked out on by a father

Abused

Surrounded by alcoholics

Fucked with mercilessly as a kid for being small and fem

How the fuck does somebody like me ever form something like empathy or an ability to trust?

How the fuck does somebody like me ever grow into a functional person whose amygdala isn't in permanent fight or flight?

I gotta get high the minute I wake up otherwise I'm in a fucking unhinged state of panic and irritation for hours.

I overreact to the dumbest smallest shit because my threat response is dialed up to fucking 90 most of the time.

I'll never kill myself

But the future for me is an OD or prison. And that's fine man.

i think if you really want to live to your fullest potential (which you have so much of), you need to want to make major changes in your life. but if you don't want to change, then yeah, you will continue to wallow in your sorrows and numb the cold heart truth every chance you get. and you will end up in jail or dead.

we are not so different

[Resilient]

you're doing amazing sweetie

Awwwwwwwwwww


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[Resilient]

Dex. Those things shouldn’t be an excuse for failure or stagnancy. They should be a motivation for success.


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